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THE WORLD THROUGH MY EYES

You may see things differently, but this is how I view my life.

8/11/2003

Monday’s …. YUCK!

I did almost exactly what I said I was going to do this weekend. We went to the baseball game and had $1.00 beer and $0.50 hot dogs. We went to the Speedwayand got V.I.P. treatment. I’m friends with the MC and he took us up into the announcer stands and there was free drinks and free food! It was even air-conditioned. The kids loved it and had so much fun. My son got to race a big wheel during intermission and won a stuffed thingy that took us 5 minutes of guessing to figure out that it was an airplane. Then yesterday, we went to church then came home and barbequed some hamburgers for lunch, took a nap then went to the movies and saw Freaky Friday. It was a cute movie with a good message about not taking your relationships for granted. My daughter really enjoyed it.

Our weekend wasn’t so jammed packed that we didn’t have anytime to rest (like usual) and we got to bed fairly early last night. I still didn’t want to get my lazy ass out of bed this morning. Coming to work lately seems like such a chore. I don’t know if its time for a career change, but I’m so not motivated anymore. And really, I have it totally made here. I have a ton of freedom and the Internet all day long. I get along with everybody; we’re like a family here. Plus there are perks! Who wouldn’t want perks?? I just need to kick myself out of this slump.

I arrived to work this morning and opened up my email. There were 2 surprises, one from Joe Smitherman just saying “Say What????” (whatever that’s supposed to mean). I have no idea who you are, but apparently you read my blog since you left me a comment there too. So welcome and thanks for stopping by. Then there was an email from someone I dated right before Jerry. I haven’t talked to this guy in about 7 months and out of the blue he sends me an email telling me all kinds of stuff. WTF is that all about? He knows that I’ve moved on. I was hurt when we broke up, but I got over it. There’s nothing like a rebound relationship to get over the breakup with someone that you were falling in love with. Since things were so fabulous between Jerry and I in such a short amount of time, I quickly forgot all about Muscle Man.

I was debating on weather to share this with you, then I said to myself, wtf, who cares? Go for it! So here’s what he wrote:

Hey Appleshell,
Was just thinking about you and happened to click on your profile. I have to admit you look very happy and Jerry looks like a wonderful man, I am very happy for you.

Sometimes you reflect on what has come to pass and decisions you make. I have to admit I fucked up for judging you so harsh and being such a hard headed ass. I guess that not much, nor any of this, or even an apology matters at this point, but I have this place in my heart that is filled by you, and the time we shared, memories that are very dear to me, more than you'll ever know and I am sorry for any hurt I caused your heart.

Anyway, You take care, the both of you. I wish you nothing but happiness and the best you could ever wish for and I mean this from the bottom of my heart.

Muscle Man (Name changed to protect the not-so-innocent)


I’m debating on weather or not to email him back just to say hi and thank him for the nice email and to let him know that I am happy (most of the time). I don’t want to be rude and leave him hanging. Or should I? I guess it doesn’t really matter.

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